can you?

wonk

Please tell me it's not the last time
Though that day awaits keep it far from here
There's still much work we've to get done
Your lighthouse is burning my travels clean

words

wake up. watch tv. study. read. listen to music. try not to think about you. think about you. watch tv. think about you. sleep.

after all this time, i usually get to think i got over you. i'm not saying that i won't get interested in other people because i will, i did. it's just never like the way it was with you. i don't hang out much and maybe that's the problem. i'm not an outgoing person, i'd rather stay in watching tv shows and reading books. they make me feel better for connecting to a story and forgetting about my own. guess what i'm trying to say is: - get away from my mind. i know that even if you tried it would be worthless since it's on me.

i will watch all my dreams come true and none of them will be the one that i'm with you. it's 11:09 AM right now,  f.r.i.e.n.d.s is on and i should probably go watch it and not think about you 'til midday. then, i will go online and start the cycle all over again.

and i will try for your love

I try to put my feelings into words, but it never works. Things get mixed up, jumbled along the way. Starts to feel like I'm just going on and on about nothing. Constantly thinking but it won't reach my lips. My voice... gone. I just wish you could look into someone's eyes and everything you want to say is right there. I don't want to tell anyone anything. I want them to see it for themselves.

de tudo um pouco.

Tudo parece um borrão, me sinto assim, meio a nada. Banalizaram a bipolaridade, hoje quase soltei a pérola de falar que tenho sintomas que poderiam ser classificados como tal. Percebi que não tenho, é só esse jeito broken-hearted de pensar que me deixa assim. Te acho nas menores coisas, e aí volta tudo... a raiva, a depressão, o amor e o asco. E vou vivendo, um segundo de cada vez.

l-l-l-let

let us create pastel memories and sleep under water colored skies.

i can see myself saying this

Eu sou uma bomba-relógio prestes a explodir a qualquer momento, eu só apertei o botão. Foi só isso.

- As Melhores Coisas do Mundo.

that look

tapping doors

tiredness fuels empty thoughts.

canção de amor

clean

lovesick

I am love sick, just can't sleep, just can't eat

can't do much of anything at all.