Keeping up with... me?

Hey, it's been a freaking long time since I last updated... I blame it on the lazyness! Here are some updates:

It was just upon recently that the city I live got an upgrade in the speed connection, that used to get to 1mbps and thanks to Oi Inc. can get up to 5mbps (which is obviously, my speed connection since then). Sadly enough, by the mid-march 'til the time I'm currently typing this entry, every time I try to download some archive my download speed don't get any higher than 30kbps, which is unacceptable, I could deal wish a least 420kbps since my internet is shared with other 3 computers. By being questioned about this situation, internet company states: "We are going thru some problems, which are already being taken care of and by april 10th every thing shall be solved". Course it wasn't, it's already the 13th and the problem remains at it's fullest (or lowest, got it? internet connection -> slow. no? okay). I'm extremely late on keeping up with tv shows and I haven't found a new artist to add to my music library in weeks! (that's quite frustrating), my virtual life is completely numb (can't thing of a better adjective). I'm nearly having a breakdown, having internet and not being able to download shit is one of the worst things, like, EVER. Anyway, cutting the crap off, here are some of the photos I took since the last entry. Some of them are available on my flickr, there's probably a link on the sidebar.

can you?

wonk

Please tell me it's not the last time
Though that day awaits keep it far from here
There's still much work we've to get done
Your lighthouse is burning my travels clean

words

wake up. watch tv. study. read. listen to music. try not to think about you. think about you. watch tv. think about you. sleep.

after all this time, i usually get to think i got over you. i'm not saying that i won't get interested in other people because i will, i did. it's just never like the way it was with you. i don't hang out much and maybe that's the problem. i'm not an outgoing person, i'd rather stay in watching tv shows and reading books. they make me feel better for connecting to a story and forgetting about my own. guess what i'm trying to say is: - get away from my mind. i know that even if you tried it would be worthless since it's on me.

i will watch all my dreams come true and none of them will be the one that i'm with you. it's 11:09 AM right now,  f.r.i.e.n.d.s is on and i should probably go watch it and not think about you 'til midday. then, i will go online and start the cycle all over again.

that look

canção de amor

lovesick

I am love sick, just can't sleep, just can't eat

can't do much of anything at all.